28 December 2019

Letting go

I had a wonderful evening in my garage … going through storage tubs that I've been hauling through my life since 1998. I found an entire metal/plastic dark eldar army from when they were first released. Mordheim figures. Gorkamorka boyz, trukks, and trakkz. Terrain pieces. Old sprue bits that "I'm going to do something with these." The pieces and parts that 'survived' being moved multiple times over 20 years were put aside.
After my walk through memory lane, I closed up the tubs, looked over my display cabinet, work bench, and "to do pile." I looked around the garage and the stacks of kids toys, gardening supplies, and various other "storage" stuff (holiday ornaments, bikes, exercise equipment, etc).
The storage stuff that hadn't been opened, let alone used, in almost 20 years went into the trash. I know there will be much wailing and gnashing of teeth … but it needed to be done.
Currently, my AoS collection is Sylvaneth, SE, Khorne (mostly still unassembled), and a small collection of troggoths (about 1000 points, because I love the models). I still have my high elf and wood elf armies from WHFB. WH40K collection is fairly extensive, with a AM tank army, space marines, sisters of battle (1500 points from 1999, plus the new plastic release), orks (my first step into GW's world...still have some of my first models from 1990). Then there's the Blood Bowl stuff. The Underworlds stuff. The WarmaHordes stuff. The SW:Legion stuff. Flames of War. A bookshelf overflowing with board games.
I actually did have a momentary thought of "Offer this up to local gamers, see if anyone wants to take it off your hands." It lasted about 3 seconds before I remembered the 3 boxes of D&D books and White Wolf books that I lugged around, unused, for 20 years. The boxes I kept telling myself I was going to "take to the used book store, or sell them or give them away to local gamers." I've been saying that mantra for 4 years. A couple of weeks ago, I just tossed the box of White Wolf books into the recycling, and sent the D&D books to my brother.
I know what triggered this sudden urge to follow through with what I've been putting off. I went in to my local GW today and played my first game in over 6 months. Joined the Path to Glory campaign they have going with my troggoths. Literally had 4 models on the table. I looked around at the other players and had the thought that I should offer to sell my Khorne and SE stuff, because I've literally never played them despite having them since Soul Wars was released.